Don't consider total balance to such a state that you definitely have to struggle, to fight for it, always being good and keeping all the rules of health. This is a utopia. Anyone who fights to reach total balance, will get destroyed in the fight. Consider a life in which the main principle is goodness and health, but sometimes wrong and unhealthy practices can take place to a certain extent. Walk freely on your way, and imagine that it is easy and simple. Be moderate and meaningful: if you commit a small sin, or leave the right way for a moment, try to put back the pendant of balance with two more good steps. :)